In a week's time, this will be my last year in my twenties. The next time will be my entrance into my 30s. Still so hard to believe. Strange how I feel like I'm in my early 20s. Was a bit surprised to notice how more mature my hands looked while watching tv this afternoon. Normally, my hands are a common sight, hence, I don't really monitor its every transition. But it just came to me while passively switching the channel. So this is what my hands are supposed to look like at this age.
All my life I planned to be married when I turned 27. I didn't celebrate my 27th birthday at all. Was in a sad state then, and I don't regret it now at hindsight. I guess, it was meant for me to go through at that particular moment in my life. I learned so much. 2 years later, I am in a happily different but more complex place. But with more "endurance" so to speak.
My friends are 30 now. Not much has changed really. 30 seemed to be so distant then. I expected something significant of a change, but I guess it just slid right into it without me noticing as much.
There are things I wish I was able to do earlier. I guess I got my courage in the latter stage of my twenties. But, I suppose, better late than never.
Well then, here I am. Being what I should be. Holding on ever more tightly to the hope that I claim. The only constant will be my Savior. My Champion. In that I rest.
All my life I planned to be married when I turned 27. I didn't celebrate my 27th birthday at all. Was in a sad state then, and I don't regret it now at hindsight. I guess, it was meant for me to go through at that particular moment in my life. I learned so much. 2 years later, I am in a happily different but more complex place. But with more "endurance" so to speak.
My friends are 30 now. Not much has changed really. 30 seemed to be so distant then. I expected something significant of a change, but I guess it just slid right into it without me noticing as much.
There are things I wish I was able to do earlier. I guess I got my courage in the latter stage of my twenties. But, I suppose, better late than never.
Well then, here I am. Being what I should be. Holding on ever more tightly to the hope that I claim. The only constant will be my Savior. My Champion. In that I rest.
2 comments:
the hand thing also struck me! I first noticed it 2 years ago and now I think my hands do look reaaaaly old. Lotion overtime! happy birthday!
amo gid lulu! shocker though hahaha i guess didn't have much to do over the weekend. glad im not alone.
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