Snap out of it naman pls!

I have been in a certain state for about 2 years. NOt a very happy state to say the least. Perhaps the worst state I have ever been in in my life. But since last year, things have turned for the best. I couldn't be happier and the people involved in the past are no longer the main object of my thoughts. I have moved on in more ways than one and have come to the place in my existence where I can breathe a sigh of relief and joy.

But when something comes up and reminds me of what happened, why am I still agitated to the highest level? A thought, a sound, a place, an object.. worse, the very people involved. To be honest, I don't need to bring those memories up again. Why do I even give them the time of day? I really should snap out of it. A trust was broken, people who had only the best intentions for me were hurt, relationships were shaken so severely, why should I care at all? Not care even, acknowledge their presence!

So from today, no more mentioning of their names. I get myself into more sin that way. Thoughts and in words. No more questions about them. If somehow it comes to my attention, I should stand up and walk away. I should remember I have better things to do and better people who care as much for me (and more). So why bother with the nonesense?