Exhaling

I remember the movie, "Waiting to Exhale" by Whitney Houston years ago. The point of the theme song of the same title was that even when you have all these bad things happening all around you, you inevitably, in one time or another get to the point after holding so much in, you get to exhale.

I guess yesterday was one of those days. As crappy as it was, I got a good ending out of it. I know what I can and cannot do (most of the time) at this point in my life. Some things have just gone past their prime and I'm ready to settle myself into a more different way. Its sad in a way that I never got to progress as I have hoped, but life moves on and so must I. Lets just say that the experience yesterday has put a very bitter taste in my mouth, so to speak.

But I had a glorious finish. Totally different from the bangungot that I had. I'm just glad I'm out of the foxhole. I guess, I'm referring to myself as being attached na. Its really a relief. Just the mere thought of myself going back into the single scene... makes my head and heart hurt just reliving it again. Just very thankful for where I am at this moment and that I get to do and share so many things for the first time. I'm happy.

So shoop shoop shoop shoo be doop! :D