Saturday, October 17, 2009

String of thought

The relief and peace to be back home is like a warm blanket wrapping around you on a cold, cold night. its comforting, familiar and you can just be yourself. Not that I pretended or anything while I was away but being around people, there always is a level of behavior in which you can or should act. I can actually hear myself think again. 2 weeks of being in one room with 2 other people (even though it is your brother and mother), sometimes you just wanna take it slow, spend a few extra minutes in bed, gathering our thoughts. Makes you whole, I guess, to start your day.

A lot of things happened in the short two weeks I was gone. The storms that raged the country was all we could think about while we were away (well, most of us anyways). I pray that we would be spared from even more storms until we can all get back on our feet. More prayers for those in Luzon. It was unbelievable to have all those storms happening in such a short time. The images we saw on CNN (that was the only news channel we could understand) were unbelievable. To think it was happening back home while everything was the complete opposite where I presently was. Surreal!

2 deaths happened as well. Edith Basco, our employee for more than a decade finally passed away from lung cancer. She just found out last July and it was so quick for all of us. I regret not being able to talk to her before I left. I just found out she wanted to talk to me but I was out because of the CAPRISA and the people in the office forgot to tell me until now. But I am glad she got to talk to my dad. Hopefully, she received the Lord in her life finally as her Savior. She was often conflicted and needed more hope, I felt from our conversations. She was a character in the office and she will definitely be missed. I miss her with her spaghetti strap tops, tight fitting pants or leggings. She was fun and she loved life. She didn't let her age rule her disposition and she was quite a character. But she did smoke a lot. She would bring me chorizos and chocolates whenever she went somewhere. Edith will be missed.

Mr. Villareal's death also came as a surprise. He was the Dean of Discipline during my highschool years in St. Mary's. He was one of the reasons why I was never late. I preferred to be absent if I knew I was late. The guy was strict but a very common face if ever anyone studied in St. Mary's. Don't have the details on how he passed but it had something to do with the fact that he was drinking. Whatever the case, he was a big part of that era in my life and more prayers for him and his family.

So many things to look forward to now that I am back. Still trying to get over my jet lag. Woke up at 10am this morning! I haven't done that in years. Even if I spent the whole night out I still didn't wake up this late. I even forgot my manicurista appointment at 2! Haha

But that is life. You get the up moments and the totally down times. Its a ride and just go along with it, I guess. God bahala na sa tanan.


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