i love that book by max lucado. it just means so many things at different moments in life.
circumstances have been so mixed up these past few months that its hard to tell which way is right and which is left. the gray overlaps the black and white most of the time. its hard keeping things straight.
a friend of mine told me something that hits a very sensitive chord in me these days. so i couldn't help but mope and shed a few tears. i have to admit, i am getting good at this. after all, i am very human.
anyway, what started out as a "fun" chat with another friend turned into a very sentimental and meaningful conversation with a dear friend and sister in the faith. it just so happened that we logged in at the same time. something we haven't done in a while.
sidney and i met at the ccf retreat at subic about 7 years ago. we were in the same cell group. it was only over the weekend but i am so happy to have been good friends with her for all these years. i'm so sad to see her go off to singapore to join her twin, siendy. another one off. sidney in essence is also the same way my friend audrey is. both sister in faith and we have the same sense of humor and interests.
i do believe that God sends angels at the right time. This time couldn't have been better. sid has always been a voice of reason and we're there for each other. i'm so blessed to have her as a friend. she does not patronize and says it like it is. once again, she repeats what i have known the whole time but need to hear it more, "Cristy... wait." Argh! i know. i know.
Amazing how God has the patience i will never have.
the group at the subic retreat by ccf... the good old days...
wow.. we sucked at the jumprope challenge. we NEVER accomplished the task!
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